Syril versus time in a bottle 2

Now I know, why she is not talking to me. She doesn't even text me or reply to my text messages. She does not even answer my calls.

I know the reason now. She like somebody else.

Why did she asked me to be patient? Why? For what?

I know life isn't fair, but I'm trying to be fair to everyone. I need to know why? I need answers.

Syril versus My Sassy Girl

It's been days since she sent this message, but we haven't have a good conversation about this. We haven't even met yet after that. Our communication is just text messaging and calls.




I tried to observe what's happening between us. She changed her blogsite weblink and she didn't tell me the real web address. She rarely text me. She started to care a little bit but as time goes by it seems to be she doesn't care at all. These are just my point of view, I'm not sure if that what she really thinks.



I don't know what's bothering her but I want her to know that I will always be here. I always wanted to hold her hands.



I've been following her Tumblr account. I'm not pretty sure but it seems to be that she's still inlove with her ex. She seems to post things about him, which often hurts alot but there's nothing I can do. Sometimes she seems to post somethings about someone. Not sure who's that for. What I like most is it makes her happy.



I told her before, if she will be inlove to someone not me, I'm gonna tell him some things he needs to remember, let's say 10 rules (my sassy girl style, coz she's like my sassy girl and I'm the dumb boy):


1. She likes to write/blog, she just started doing it so please support her.

2. If she ask you to Google something for her, find it for her, she badly need it and she'll appreciate it, don't worry.

3. Make sure you know alot about movies and music, she like someone who can sing with her and someone who knows some movies lines.

4. When you call and she sings over the phone, stop whatever you are doing and listen, she rarely do that so appreciate it.

5. Text her always, she needs someone who cares for her everyday. This is a must.

6. Make her laugh. Always.

7. When she looks like she's mad, she's not actually mad she just being sweet but take it seriously. I usually touch her chin when she's mad.

8. Don't be late on your meetings. She will always tell you that you are late for the rest of your life.

9. When you eat together, look in her eyes, its really amazing. She eat a little, so encourage her to finish her meal, and she will finish it. She will not get mad.

10. Don't let her sweat dries up at her back, she will start coughing. Take care of her. She gets sick easily. Always remind her to take her medicine if she's sick. Take good care of her. She's a baby yet she will always be a woman to me.

Syril versus time in a bottle

I got this message/letter from her....
She wanted me to be patient...
Does it mean that I have to wait? I'll be keeping this time in a bottle so I can spend it with her.

please, just be patient. I’m so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I’m this strong girl who can get through everything, but inside I’m very fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering.


im not that strong.. i want to appear strong, confident and courageous but i know in the inside im not.


I have to put up walls to people. Not because I don't want them around but i just want to see whose willing to cross or break that wall for me. i know people care but to what extent? when they know that you're sick? when they know you'll be dead? why can't they care for you everyday? does it really have to take a romantic relationship just to have that "care" you really wanted???

Syril versus the drunk tattooed man

last night i'm with a couple of drunk people; there was only 2 person who did not drink beer, me and my chinese friend crystal.
all that I hear last night was "bottoms up!" and lots of killer jokes...
there are 3 races on that long table, filipinoses, chineses and a korean... amp, lakas uminom ng korean! we have boys, girls, boy-girl and girl-boy :D

mixing up those people will give you tons of laughter enough for the week.
around 11pm nung naisipan namin magkanya kanya na...

I'm with the drunk tatooed man, arjey... he is known ladies man... babaero.

He told me a lot of things about the other life.. lovelife. sa lahat ng sinabi nya isa lang natatandaan ko...

sa lovelife, 2 lang ang klase ng tao ung nasasaktan at nananakit.

I dont believe on his words right away but they made me think. its the reality.



which side are you?



i still believe in true love and he is just another drunk man.

Syril versus imprint

i think nobody is reading this blog so i decided to write about something... something boys don't usually do lalo na online, hahaha! walang na kasing masabihan.

you know the know the word imprint right?? geeesh... twilight101 yan.

anyway, let me tell you something about her.. she, whom i imprinted. :D

she's petite.. perky most of the time, pero kapag nag senti ganun ganun na lang... she is smart kahit di nya aminin...

i like/love every inch of her... you can take it literally, inch per inch of her.

i think she knows that she's my daily dose of sugar... you know what sugar do right??? indi? e wiki mo; it sweetens life. :D

hay, hope she read my DEAR FUTURE.

i know na this will be painful... taking my dosage everyday but i know in the end, i'll be running out of my

sugar.. mahirap kasi di ako bida sa script na pinili nya.

i asked her today if she remember something, a promise that i made. she said she dont.sad but i cant blame her... she dont have to remember it since di nga ako ang bida.. but i remember it.

I made that promised last August 28, while inside the train.. around 6:20pm.

Nde.Im just leaving.Gus2 q itry ung kabilang bhay

pede ba na bago mo itry ung kabilang buhay alagaan muna kita?

Pan0 q mla2man na maaalagaan m0 q?

just let me and I'll show you

Ok. Ok.  Pero pg d m0 q naalagaan, pwd n q sa kblang buhay?

di kita pababayaan

Pramis?

with all my life - i promise.

cheesy ba?? pero i mean every word na sinabi ko and this is me keeping my promise. i hope she knows how much i love her and how much i care.